^^ back from watching pirates at the cathay~ its the only near 3 hours movie that i didnt feel utterly bored. i'll rate it 4/5 coz of the action and romance~ ooh such love, 10 years have 1 session of sex. hmm hows that? people say that things that are done once in a blue moon are those that's memorable. =D ah well, halfway thru the movie emotions were evoked once again =/ ok now to the best part of the night.. FONDLING WITH YQ WAS WOOTZ and im not gay =D its just me ^^ muahahahah.
such strong emotions yet it is diminishing with every passing day. evoked yet suppressed down deep within... its me or its the situation that makes me suppress it, i dont know. all i know is that this feeling wont stay for long will things ever change? all these are merely words not actions, its merely THOUGHTS not ACTS. self-deny-ing is just like masturbation, you feel good until you realise u're screwing urself up. i need you. do u need me? i reckon yet im denying that very fact. i miss you to the extent i'll rush over anytime just for a glance at any cost. will you? i believe you will and u can but thats only my sole belief in my dreams. running after someone without the person looking back at you and encouraging is tiring. tired = rest. whats up after rest? left with 2 choices, start again or look for other routes. =/ thats all of my rants ^^
I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:38 AM
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20 Years old
Cheong Qing Da
Student of NYP SBM
Proud member of SBM Club
EX member of CBSS band and CHEERDIAC GROOVERS
the loves
LOVES hanging out
Mambo Jambo is my happy pill
AIMS TO GO Local-U
I'm dying inside to hold you.
I couldn't believe what i felt for you,
Dying inside, i was dying inside.
But i couldnt bring myself to touch you,
1 Hello, change my life.
I didn't believe in love at first sight.
But you have shown me what it's like
