RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
very busy sia nowadays.
busy slping and eating and slacking ard the house.
sian.
tmr's teacher's day.
i wonder how everyone looks like now :D
have they turned handsome/pretty just like me?~
k juz jk.
(: ^^

i always thought that this time round,
i've been clever to steer clear of it.
yet,
the pain that hit me now n everytime
has been increasing and clearly
i didnt steered clear of the trap enough.

i am really clueless.
someone guide me along.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
screwed.
omfg. giveup.
GOD!.
im just a sad love song.

:D wasting my weekends away~ whoo.
thats coz qd has decided to be good and help out my mum/dad.
^^

anyways..
love's evident; if must strive for..
if not,
guess dont bother huh.?
sigh. giveup.
needa a nice long slpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.

guess im just numb after everything that happened .

qd is feeling nostalgic. =(
thx to you jeff.


sms-es re-read..
feelings revoked...
being pulled back to the past whereby only unhappiness can be found.
the empty void inside me consumes me with every nostalgic day.


boohoo

woots, juz came back frm pool - chomp chomp - coffee bean.
time well spent.
i just love the seating and talking with frens outside and having coffee n all.
its like just great you see.
no stress no nothing. just enjoy talking n chill-ing.
talked about all sorts of things.
mostly about university and stuffs.
lets see huh.
scenario:
you're studying halfway during poly, lets say already at year 2 semster 2. and you realise that the diploma you're studying for has nothing to do with your future studies. example mechatronics (poly) and you're planning to go overseas university to study architectual.
what will you choose.?
1: Dropout of poly and save roughly 2 years
2: Continue the diploma and finish it and also this means delaying your career by 2 years.

also considering that the person mindset is really bent going university architectual. (regardless overseas or local)
i believe if its me, i'll choose to drop out now and go straight NS followed by university.
what will YOU do.?

IF ONLY i can spend everynight drinking coffee and chit chatting wif my buddies. than i believe i'll nt be so lacked of love huh.
frens company > love.

oh and also, i wonder if i'll continue to like business as i grow up.
change of mindset.?
i wonder i wonder....?


:D CHEERS ! ^^ QD

i had a dream.
or should i say a wakeup call.?

People often say that after 12am the dreams that you make are all opposite in reality.
that very dream.
dreamt of the girl i fancy pasting something in msn.
something that i'd rather not know.?
weird.
yest night was really wow.
before i reach dreamland, a golden beetle flew in my rm and went buzzzing around the room.
irritated the hell out of me but still. i didnt kill it :D
first it flew under a desk so i didnt care and off the lights jumped on my bed.
after like 5mins of peace, it came out again.
GRRRR so i had no choice but to on the lights and hunt it down.
took a tissue and threw it down the window.
:D




Borned to love
Live to love
Die for love.
Cheers (:

Matters of the heart
not to be forced.
Embrace the love and not possess.
Letting go is akin to holding on
for you let go of the person
you gain the memories left behind.


cheers (:

Rather than love another,
Why not understand each other...

Do not trap the person you love with your love...
If another can give her happiness...
than bless her with your utmost...

Love transcends to another level..
whereby you do not need each other to love
love is felt everywhere anytime even if both of you are far apart..


cheers ! some statements i saw in xian jian qi xia zhuan drama (:

i guess jeff is right.
no point getting all childish negative thoughts about something that has not even started yea.?

^^ guess i shall leave things as it is now yea.?
enjoy my hol that is coming !!
im contemplating TAIWAN.
yes. contemplating = PLANNING
i WANT

i'll pray for u ^^

and..

i wanna be the boy.. and you the girl..

=( things left undone, words left unsaid..

i cant tell you becoz... im afraid
afraid of scaring you..
afraid of pushing you further..

tons of afraid.
and yet i cant find something that i dare to do.
what to do =(
why is it so difficult.?

and..

i really wanna know the answer before i take the plunge


My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

::Chorus::
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now

Before I fall in love{Verse 2:}
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me nowBefore I fall in love
{Bridge:}It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love


best fit song for what im feeling now..
i hope that you will get to read this..
i really need to know..
before i make the decision..
whether to plunge into the trap, or avoid it..

having flu and sorethroat now.
omfg, wad a nice timing.
started right on my econs paper morning
now sorethroat subsided =D
but flu is getting worse.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ

you guys better watch out. !

exam in 40mins.

am still in bed :D

^^ hope things goes well for YOU ! :D

CIAO!

good luck (:

super duper tired frm studying.

Zzzzzzz ~ been mugging stats for pass 2 days.
still duno how to do confidence intervals.
only topic im unsure of.

TT
econs on FRI! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

no more vulgarities ! :D PEACEEEEE ALL!

RAAAAAAAAAAH. EMO? NO THX :D

SMILES (:

不能说的秘密

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面

在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 你走过的世界
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh

回忆的画面 在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 你走过的世界
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡


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LOVE IS IN THE AIR ! omgosh. SECRETS is VERY VERY NICE.

I dont care if we cant meet again,
I dont care if you will forget me..
I just wanna tell you a secret....

I love you.....

thats almost the essence of the movie...
guys, go catch it ^^

ANYONE WANNA BUY DONUTS ON THURS?

TAGGGGGG ME! COZ I WANNA!

gosh. donuts FTW!

its not a want, its a NEED.

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away`
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

INNONCENT - AVRIL LAVIGNE

Anyone wan the song leave a tag here :D

gosh, i chanced upon a thread in sgforums abt meteor showers.

I WANNA CATCH ONE !
i've been wanting to lie down on a patch of grass and juz gaze at stars & meteors.
gosh, I WAN I WAN.

oh well :D nvm i believe it'll happen when i grow up.
BORINGgggggggggggggg BORINGgggggggggggggggggg BORINGggggggggggggggg

uber bored.

im so reluctant to start on my revision. HELP ME ANYONE?
ZZZZZZZZZ.
how i wish this sem will end slower... more time.. =( how i wish
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

im gonna do it the nxt time round.. no matter what. :D
be brave QD!

:D i've made some template changes ^^ spot them if u can. (:

boringgggg, =(

^^ blogging in internet class now ^^
juz finished my last presentation of the sem. somehow i tink its the best presentation i've had in this sem.
altho its damn irritating coz of frontpage. grrrr hate frontpage now.
HOWEVER
we did a good job. i strongly believe that :D
yahOOOOOOOoooo
quotes a fren of mine " its your last presentation so you'll make it your best " smth liddat*
the idea is there ^^

alriteeeeeeee! am deciding to skip POM tut or to go XD
i believe i'll be attending POM's tut ^^

=( im gonna miss sch.
gonna miss my frens
awww.
but i'll love sleeping late
i'll love going out more often
i'll love holiday and new fone :D

opportunity costs ! :D

whoa, hi everyone ! national day has been such a BLAST. spent like 10 hrs in my classmate house? :D
lemme tell u all smth abt his house..
k its a huge house which is very nice furnished at thomson.
2 1/2 stories high (said by owner) i perceive it as 3 tho :D 1st storie = pool room/movie room, small garden with fountain, living room and kitchen.
2nd storie = classmate's room + little brother's room ( both room with balconies )
3rd storie = GYM and. A ROOF TOP GARDEN. its SUPER DUPER ULTRA WINDY CAN? the atmosphere is SO SO SO SO GOOD to gaze at stars and chill out. damn, y im not his brother. ? :D
oh and did i forget to mention that.
he has a jacuzzi ( spa ) and sauna in his first storie too? T.T directly opposite the jacuzzi is a LCD flat panel screen on the wall. gosh, what a good life.
grrrrrrrr.
oh well, different pple have different lifes rite?! (: im contented with mine. R U?
contentment = blissfulness.

PROJECT SUCKS. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO i've juz FINISHED my LAST PROJECT OF THIS SEM.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
"finished" coz havent presented it yet =(
yikes, tmr's the last day of sch.
im having mixed feelings huh.
hol = relax n get to enjoy
but u miss out on eye candies AND frens + fun lectures.
=(
opportunity cost !
:D
guess i've gotta really mug hard this sat,sun,mon,tues,wed and thurs (:
gotta really really score well yea ! ^^


you've got me go gaga over you

whoa, sorta juz wokeup while my frens are in sch having lecture. =X so tired la, woke up at 7am den was omg so tired dun wanna go sch. :D shall go for econs lec and econs tut later on. madness, 11-1pm econs lec, 2-4pm econs tut, 4-?pm project. ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

srsly, im getting more n more sick of being at home. wtf, giveup.

gosh.
and did i mention that my mum accidentally off-ed my cpu power?
came into my rm and asked which switch is to off the light at other side, before i have time to react, she comfortably off-ed the switch thats nearest to her. mind you hello, that happened less den 5 secs. srsly, pissed. come on cant she just wait for 10secs for me to reply her. wads the point of asking when she already tinks that , that is the switch.

whats the point? srsly, pple out there too.
ask questions when they already have their own answers in their head. just save those strength and stfu will you.
oh i forgot to mention that i was in a match while my cpu power got switched off.


pissed, QD IS PISSED!

[VERSE 1]
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what to see
Or is it true, could you really be

[CHORUS]
Something to have and hold
With my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

[VERSE 2]
I'm at the point of on relum
So afraid of getting bumed
But I want to take a change
Please, give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one, that you'll always be

[CHORUS 2]
It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything ,
Just to hear you say (you're)

=( juz approached my dad to buy me a new phone.
the future looks bleak.
grrrrrr he said smth abt the old kok kok fone of my sis " still can use wad, while trying hard to press down "
wad the hell. giveup.
giveup, i shld have went part time working den i'd have no worries.
uber sian man.
and he murmered something like
"$0 with plan still ok"
wthh. seriously man.
i bet he spends more den the amount i need for a new phone as compared to cigarettes and beers.
and considering the fact that i aint got my room renovated + i dont have my own room(sharing a room wif my dad) which is super duper hard for me to study. with the tv on perpetually at night, how can anyone study?
and yes, im complaining.
damnit, this sucks.
gosh, this is gonna end up with lots of complaining.
=( and eventually lead into me saying bias-ness.
grrr, i wonder if i should have said i felt anything when my mum asked if i feel like im being treated biased compared to my siblings.
oh come on its like they only have new wardrobes,new tables and cosy room with a new coat of paint. not forgetting the huge fat mitsubishi air con.
and i have like hmm. my sis old table, a crappy room with crappy paint and ridiculously not modern wardrobe + a FAN. oh not forgetting that i gotta tolerate the tv being on every night. and wow, imagine how "private" my room can be.
rumbling on and on.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
damn. seriously
oh yes and like forgetting bdae? i dont see that happening to other pple.
giveup.
so conclusion is juz dat.
suddenly i feel that im treated biased.
P.S note the word SUDDENLY


shall try approach mum tmr morning....

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

LG SHINE! gosh, i wan that fone.
or shld i say i WAN a new fone. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

LG shine KU970.