Hmm. currently in the mood to blog abt some interesting stuffs.
I've heard from duno where/who that girls will think that this particularly guy looks better/handsome when girls around her thinks so too. like peer influence? or brain washing?
hmm if it truely works, GIRLS AROUND ME do me a favour by saying im handsome?
:D jk ^^

not sure if it works on the guys too tho.
im a very individualistic person and has a mind of my own. so ^^ it doesnt work on me.

oh and chatted wif bra yest night at m sn.
bŗąη₫õи` says:
its your fault in the first place what
that particularly sentence was so accurate.
also he said,
bŗąη₫õи` says:
your heart's greatest desire

lol, im like Nikki in Heroes. having split personality = = sometimes i just hope you'll fall and sometimes i hope you'll continue.

hmm lets say. one day you threw a ring into a pond on impulse and the next time you walk pass the pond, you saw a couple picking it back up and feeling happy tat they chanced upon a free ring. at that moment, than you feel the pain, the anguish and regrets.
oh oh well well~ whats done has been done aite.
im just looking forward to my holiday. :D:D:D:D:D:D
3 days of disneyland !
1 day of warner bros studio!
YA-TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship, that's not meant to be. Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad atyourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you anydifferently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later!
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...
Compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...
There is nothing cute about baggage...
Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...
A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...
Look for someone complimentary... not supplementary.
Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...
When a man, always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man
who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

I've learnt much from this time round. ^^
Slowly learning how to handle the shit life throws at us.
(:
After a night's slp, im now back to normal :D
its ok, its alright. qd is cool now ^^
whee, off to eating donuts n drinking my wheat grass + veggie drink. (its damn nice, peel fresh)

That scene,
That feeling,
it felt so familiar..
oh yes, i remember now where did i saw it.
it was a dream, something to look forward to every night,
picturing you and me doing exactly what i saw.
that was the dream i had.
snap*
back to reality,
should i blame fate? or should i blame me?
i know..
i should blame fate and me.



止到今天我才知道，
你不是友情，
你就是错过的爱情 ，
明明在眼前但我看不见，
庆达是个大笨蛋。
而我已经分清楚
你是错过的爱情 但被逼只好做朋友。

我不配。。。。。？
而你确笑着离我去

Today was actually meant to be a gd day..
It was so good in fact, the best day of many months.
Had my ICA for access, felt confident after doing it and that made me ecstatic.
Afta dat, went on to pass smth to someone..
It was sweet at that time,
(Bought it from cong when he was doing his personal sales,
he was selling donuts and famous amos.
bought e famous amos.)
HIRO ! WHERE ARE YOU!. ( watch heroes and you'll understand )
YA-TAAaaaaa
went off to play pool at grassroots.
lost only to hongwei today =((
left at ard 5.30pm..
saw a long long queue of 70. so long.
den actually wanna wait wif KH for 162/13 together but he run off so fast to 162 bus stop so..
cut across the queue of 70 and strolled over to 13's queue.
After reaching bus 13's queue,
i didnt dare to look back for 1 sec, not even a nano-sec.
i was afraid, afraid to face it.
so afraid that i only dared to take a peek after 70 bus came.

而我心碎你受罪，
你的美我不配

bored on a sunday afternoooooon.
qd wants to catch stardust,enchanted and gameplan.
but as a great procrastinator,
he noes that hes juz gonna miss it ^^
welllll.
handed up mkt report n presented access proj tis week.
nxt up is 2 ICA.
Macro and access.
Zzz i hate access.
19 days before i reach san francisco ! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
cant wait ! altho i heard its winter over there nw...
i dun tink i'll be able to tahan the cold winds over there,
afterall im already freezing in tutorial rooms. @@
oh and i hate my macro tutorer.
he speaks like a fag,
behaves like a fag,
and i seriously suspect he is a fag.
i still love puarl leong sing =(
i want him back.
Zzz ICA2 for macro is still not released,
how the hell am i gonna be able to do with my grp if im gonna be overseas for the holidays.
Zzzzzz.

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived;
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.
Love was the only one that stayed.
She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave.
She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat.
Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you."
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."
Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.
Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me."
It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.
Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"
"It was Time", Knowledge answered. "
But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.
Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is"


ANYONE NOES WHAT IS THE MISSING WORD? :D TAG ME !

http://mylittlenewhope.blogspot.com/

the above URL is a story about a sad pregnant SG woman.
^^
one part of the story which got me thinking hard.

___________________________________________________________________

U can do this to your husband now.. and my husband can do this to me and our unborn child.. the 2 of you are really perfect for each other.. However, just bear in mind that what's goes round, comes around. U can take my part and continue to help him pay all the bills and debts from now on.. He can give u all his love like he did to me 8 yrs ago in exchange for your freedom, trust, independence, to endure his temper and money. I will not feel shameful to become a single mother and a divorcee as i am clear with my conscience. I have done my part dutifully as a wife, a daughter-in-law, a daughter, a sister-in-law and future mother. I have brought his family together for the past years till both of you destroyed the happiness that i painstakingly build up. Just bear in mind that people will know what the 2 of you have done.. u will always be the other woman in our eyes and the worse kind who left her own husband for another's husband.

thinking.. thinking..
somehow i believe this happens.
maybe not to you,
maybe ur not the lead ACTOR in it.
but,
im sure everyone has frens/people who encountered it.
^^

alriteeey. just had my access proj presentation in sch juz now.
cant help saying that it felt sucky.
last minute felt that our powerpoint lacked in many things
but,
i just cant be bothered to put in any changes.
in the end,
our presentation was too short ( didnt noe it had to be a 5 minute presentation )
oh well,
after that its the Q&A session.
the earlier groups had 1 question posted to each grp member.
yet,
for my grp,
ms.tan only posted 1 ques.
like wtf? lol.
i got nervous n all for nth?
grrr, i hope i pray i have the individual marks PLSSSSS.
sigh, it'll suck if i get the lowest marks amongst the rest.
(wouldnt wanna comment else pple says im juz getting jealous )
oh and.

xmas is coming ! whoever wanna exchange present with me LEAVE A TAG.
Cheers (:
Qd will buy presents over frm USA !
^^
oh and im feeling guilty that im spending so much of papa's money this yr. =(
boohoo, i promise to myself i'll study hard n study well so that to repay him.
and i hope he'll quit smoking & drinking.
=(
Baby i dont wanna waste another day,
Keeping it inside is killing me,
Baby i'll tell you everytime you leave,
I'm inconsolable.!
COZ
BABYYY
i dont wanna waste another day,
all i wanna wan comes down right to you~
to you~

finally satisfied my hunger for GOOD WESTERN food.
went to aston's (serangoon's garden one)
had...
chicken with sausage combo
i chose teriyaki chicken ^^
not bad i'd say.
at least i wont be craving for them for some time.
and bird is a insane eating machine.
he ate 2 plates of duck rice before he came to meet us.
and still,
he ordered double up chicken ( consists of mash potato,coleslaw, chargrilled chicken chop and bbq chicken chop )
madness.?
ok gotta go slp alr.




QingDa

If you cant find warmth,
I'll be your fireplace.

can someone help me tink of a good date to fly.?
any date after 13th dec ty. :D

P.S im going sanfrancisco. and also los angeles hopefully.^^

I've seen the trap,
will i be able to avoid it.?
^^
It's been made so clear,
better steer out of trouble this time round.
People say,
"Nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai"
Somehow, this is true, not tat i wanna believe that is.
Inevitable.

Qing da is feeling blue

而我心碎你受罪　你的美　我不配

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
十几英里有味道的风景
雾水草场传来她的声音
多少年后也开始很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄出信
因为我们等不到那流星
等枕头坠离命运的引力
却不知道到底能去哪里
已经长大的约定 那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

在走廊想霸占她手心
我们却注意窗边的情敌
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜

已经长大的约定
那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性
已经长大的约定 那样珍惜
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清 你是友情
还是错过的爱情



庆达明言 ：
人身没遗憾就不算活过
只能学着如何接受和放下。
门已经关上了，
实在是太麻烦了。
我不想再这样下去，
只好设法把自子埋在身活的忙碌里。
我常常问我自子，
我是不是应该拿你施舍的那一点笑容一点关心藏起来呢？
当我伤心时才把它那出来安慰我自子呢？
蒲公英的约定。。。。。。。。。

BAM BAM.
what a fun week i had.
sunday is hongwei's HSE WARMING.
:D uber fun.
starting it was hmm ok, so we're here and what next?
den we went to the pool rm and....
awhile ltr we played pool and sang some songs
slack slack slack and we went to have our dinner.
alriteeeeee, theres a spread of food.
however, i have a small appetite so i only took 1 serving.

JOSHUA,SEBAS and KENNY
they had like 2 rounds of serving?
and its like really a mountain one sia.
they're really gd at eating.
=D

me n kenny drank heineken while josh drank ABC black beer.
^^ near the end of the day is the best.
everyone else became so high at the end.
whee whee, sang 屋鼎 with jezebel.
tats abt all ^^
off to WoW-ing !

:D shall post abt the giraffee trip

alritee.. its quite rare to see pics on my blog so yea brandon wanted to take the pic of our dessert so...

<--- commonly known as tiramisu BUT they served it with the name, " Giraffee SKIN"

got stunned by that name but.. it tasted GOOD, much better than the next im gonna post

<--- Known as Molten Lava.
its just hmm, brownies with gelato ice cream.
oh well, it tasted okok loh but cant be compared with my giraffee skin xD











okie, thats all i guess.
not worth going there to haf dinner i guess, the menu has so little choice =(
hehe, kellie if ur reading this, dun get hungry okie ! xD

Love is never enough,
Commitment is forever . . .
However, unreciprocated love is like,
Bringing a very super thirsty horse to a lake,
to drink water.
YET,
it doesnt want to drink the water.
No matter how much effort you put in to coercing the horse to drink,
it doesnt drink. .
Same for love,
you dont judge love with how much you give,
sometimes how much you receive is also a matter..

Throughout my 17 years on earth,
i've learnt that thirsty horse story and how it can be applied to L-O-V-E.

Have you learnt that? ^^ life aint easy.
Take things easy while moving on with life.
(: ^^