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Thursday, January 31, 2008
okayy.
so today started out with me on the bed, struggling with myself whether shld i attend mkt-ing tutorial or not.
yea so the angel outfought the devil in QD.
scrambled out of bed n bathed.
blah blah blah reach sch blah blah
and afta dat,had stats lec blah blah blah.
okay ate lunch n went to e sbm booth to help out.
it was quite FUN.
saw apple,pear and eliz :D
lol aside them also gt shi long dorcas and e rest sbm club members who popped by.
okay heres the screwed up part of today.
i went to poa's tut wif josh and hanifa.
they were saying dun go but i insisted on gng.
so i managed to convince them to go tgt wif me.
i sat down wif my clique and of coz la before settling down you'll make some noise rite,
like talk wif ur frens and plucking in ur laptop's plug.
so i, just spoke a little and boom, im thrown into the back table with the quiet clique.
Zzz that made me regret my choice of coming to this screwed up POA tutor's lesson.
shes a fugged up biatch who ostracizes guys and makes sweeping statements.
that is why I like to go against her.
okay tut was fast and afta dat released our results
got back and saw a 30/50
thought to myself not so bad huh, i was prepared for a fail.
and that bloody tutor had to condemn me yet again.
its just like my fucking chem teacher back in sec sch, condemn you for just a fail.
"Look at your face this rascal, (of coz i was feeling disappointed), you are a A student and there look at yourself, if only you put in some hard work."
come on la, you're supposed to encourage not to put down students.
i bet your husband must be being put down by u constantly.
and he'll be so lethargic when it comes to sex, "yes mdm , yes im a pussy sucking bitch yes"
okay, so after looking ard, everyone's marks starts with a 40++.
and pple score 40+ still can sighh complain infront of u.
man -.-
oh well, im gonna buck up for end of sem's POA paper.
score 90 and above =)
OH AND
fucking hell on the way home, i got approached by a very fast lorry,
the driver pulled over at the side when i tried to avoid it and he said
"EY BROTHER, you want some sound theatre? COME COME I PULL OVER"
so im like huh wtf ?
ltr, a guy came down the lorry and opened the door,
he showed me a piece of printed paper with a sound system picture
and also a RED PRICE TAG of $2999
so he said,
"ey brother we take wrong order leh , is supposed to be 8 only but we take 10 from boss, now cannot go back ah also cannot return"
"we just want some beer money ah for tonight. you need anot, new year coming, buy back for your parents they also happy right."
i replied,
"bu xu yao ( its not necessary ) and also bu yong ( no need)"
still being retarded ah beng's unable to process my "bu xu yao and bu yong"
they continued to hardsell their 'legitimate" or said to be legitimate sound system.
even to the extent of saying, xiong di i also singaporean leh u want see IC? come copy down my NRIC nvm one not stolen goods.
again i replied " bu yong la "
the guy who came down the lorry showed me a stack of money, saying he also just sold 1 of it just now, nvm one dun worry la brother not smuggle goods.
i told them " wo mei you qian la " (i have no money)
they say nvm, 200-300 can already.
the other guy in the lorry was getting desperate and said "or how much can you give"
i said no la i really dun wan buy,
so this time round, they got a little ppissed off and asked me,
"suo yi ni bu yao mai la?" ( so you dun wan buy la )
i said , "bu yao"
following that, the guy slammed the lorry's door and gave me a dulan look.
oh fuck you man, i aint the one who told u i wanted to buy,
you just couldnt be bothered to listen to my "bu yao la , bu xu yao"

retarded people we have nowadays.
oh and forgive me for the use of vulgarities =)
just needed an avenue to _+@#^(!_+@^(

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 4:07 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
ALRItee.
this'll be my 200th post =D
im such a consistent blogger man. kudos to QD !
okay, gonna post something up i kope frm my sis's blog.

A couple hundred years ago Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. "Never leave that 'til tomorrow, which you can do today." This is the man who discovered electricity; you'd think we'd pay more attention to what he had to say.

I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of pain, fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear if just of making a decision. Because... What if you're wrong? What if you make a mistake you can't undo?

Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true: That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it, it can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor.

'The early bird catches the worm.' 'A stitch in time saves nine.' 'He who hesitates is lost.' We can't pretend we haven't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time; heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day.

Still, sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrows run until we can't anymore.

Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin meant. That knowing is better than wondering. That waking is better than sleeping.

And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake, beats the hell out of not trying.

HMmmm.
how many of us are carrying around a huge tumour?
i ask myself am i?
am i one of them who is carrying around a liability?
yes i am, regrettably.
anywaysss,
caught Death Sentence wif bird n jeff juz now.

hmm bird was whining abt his mum not willing to pay for him to study a private diploma.
i'd say he deserves it really.
he had it so easy so far back during his sec sch days.
playing n playing when everyone's mugging hard.
i dun mean that u gotta mug ONLY.
playing + mugging = life.
well, he shld have saw it coming.
example for me, if i didnt study and i knew im gonna fail,
i'd first kill myself
ok jk.
but seriously, looking back, O's was easy.
i dont know for this year but for my year,
O's was definitely a pass for everyone who studies like 1month before.
^^
im dreading tmr's presentation man.
but yay it's gonna be my last presentation before this sem ends.
=)
okay nights ! ^^

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:33 AM

Monday, January 28, 2008
indecisive qd.
tsk tsk tsk.
imperfection stains me.
tensions of opposites.
learn to cry and learn to detach yourself from emotions.
crying is nt a shame, its a way of expressing.
=)

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 11:52 PM

OH YAH
SHOULD QD PUT ON BRACERS???????
1 -yes
2 -no

pls vote on tagboard. ty =)

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:28 AM

RAAAAAAH.
lol my weekend was HAPPENING.
or i shld say my SAT was happening.
lol.
went to sch for SBM orientation !
was fun fooling ard.
got to know lots of fun peeps TOO.
aww dun be jealous guys n girls.
hunks and chicks =D
lol now im going mad with jiaming and gay clique on msn.
you'ree notttt aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
there is more to this i knowwwwwww
lol.
im typing out the lyrics of the songs im listening to.
previously was mary jane.
:D
ok im bored lol.
andddd
YES my room is DONE.
like REALLY DONE
now im waiting for e wardrobe to come !
which is like 10 hours more?
WHEEEE
lol.
too bad im gng malaysia during the CNY period.
else those gays can come my hse.
finally dun have to go their hse.
okay the magic of blogging is dying off.
ciao !

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:08 AM

Saturday, January 26, 2008
busy with sch work ----> lack of time ----> shagness ----> lack of updates.
lol
summary of my week !
hmm, BB got 2nd in dodgeball tournament. lol
anddd
i went for SBM club interview !
received a call at like 9pm+ and i was selected !
ya TAaaaaaaaaa
=D
tmr gonna meet them at 12pm in sch.
eye candies pls be there ! lol
nights ! tired.
/me hate excel n effective writing now.
only 2 outstanding report/proj.
=(

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:25 AM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
whats on repeat mode??

Nobody knows it but me Sang by Babyface
=)
love it.
just love these kinda acoustic thingy song.
its all about vocals, no heavy metal no nothing.
vocal and lyrics that gets you thinking and going.
^^ just came back home from hmm
seoul garden wif my classmates
anddd
followed by starbucks, rotting+slping for like 4 hours there, 4pm-8++
pastamania-ed for dinner ! whoo united square's pastamania sucks, DONT GO.
BISHAN > UNITED SQUARE
oh and did i mention dat i met gay cong coincidentally at starbucks.?
hes gay , really hes gay ^^
after dinner we were like tinking where to go, i suggested going home coz i wanna slp.
still, chek n jeff coerced me into watching cloverfield.
YES its cloverfield -.-
i've been cursing that movie after everyone around me told me it sucks.
lol, it really did sucked for like the first 15mins?
coz u'll not be used to e 1st person view at e start.
ltr as e movie goes on u'll be used to it and bam bam bam the scary monster part became funny coz of biatch jeff and chek there.
lawl, funny shit man in the tunnel
didnt noe y jeff was laughing his ass off and i was affected too so i laughed my ass off when the girl got bitten =D
about 3/4 thru the movie.. i smelt something stinky and turned to look at jeff
he gave me a shit face and looked at chek, so i infered that chek farted.
im like okay huh everyone farts right so continue watching movie
after e movie, jeff was like cursing chek for his fart smell burp.
YES ITS A BURP THAT SMELL LIKE A SHITTY FART
gawd, these things that chek does man.
funny shits.
lol okay gonna go slp soonnnnnnnnn. =)
tmr gonna go interview for e SBM club committee.
HOPE I GETS IN ! whee wheeee

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:44 AM

Monday, January 21, 2008
inperfection.
sometimes i wished i can get an instant bracers on my teeth and after a night's sleep, BAM my teeths are straight.
and also,
i wish i can go get an OP for my irritating sweaty palms.
well, i guess only pple wif sweaty palsms know how irritating it is.
AHHHHHHH.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:09 AM

Thursday, January 17, 2008
today my POA tutor told me something straight in the face regarding my latest test,
"You are supposed to be an A student, but because you're not hardworking. got POA common sense also no use."
damn -.-
and i read my sis's msn PM just now
"because even the worst, most intractable mistake, beats the hell out of never trying"
ok i admit, i didnt prepare myself enough for the test. or even didnt bother to try and study for it.
i was confident, too confident i would say.
or i was giving myself an excuse to slack coz of the lack of study area at home.
well, i really regret it.
hahaha i really want an A for my POA but it is getting further away from me.
sian.
guess i'll have to get like 90/100 for the sem end exams.
90/100 x 60% = 54 marks.
+ 13 marks (ICA 1) + worst case scenario for ICA2 (9marks) + 54 = 76 marks (B+ grade)
+ Class Participation = A ! ta da! this is if everything goes according to plan -.-

ok i've really woke up.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 11:14 PM

It's been quite a long time since i've came back from S.F
=) i thought it'll be good to post abt what i miss in S.F

PERSPIRE FREE WEATHER. ! wootz its super nice to run and not perspire can.
you can walk a distance from like NYP to AMK hub and not perspire AT ALL.
instead, you'll be shivering i guess if you're not wearing 4 layers. =)

OKkkkkk and i miss the food. its SUPER GOOD
i mean in SG we're forever eating hawker food, its a luxury to go cafe/restaurant. =(
yet ! in S.F we're eating out everyday everytime. waahah.
Top missed food !
1# STINKING ROSE , prime steak cut ! ALSO ! garlic ice cream ! wahahah
2# ShanDong ! i love the noodle man, the QQ noodles. so so nice hahahah.
3# CITRUS CLUB ! wootz its a very dark and scary place at haight street i tink! hahha we nearly couldnt find it at. its a vietnam type of cuisine. soup noodles ! very nice but the meat is quite little. still its cheap =) $7 usd? the best in their shop is... FRIED BANANAS w/ ice cream. =) also... PLUM WINE ! whee hahaha.
4# Garlic spaghetti ! gosh its super duper nice man ^^ and its FREE ! hahaha went to my sis's company's opening.. free flow of CHOCO FONDUE. and its a 5 tiers fountain ! gosh first time see-ing 5 tiers choco fountain. hahaha call me sua-ku but the choco was really thick can. (: strawberries, cream puffs, kiwi, brownies ETC ETC !
5# Zuni Cafe ! WHOLE ROASTED CHICKEN with raisins and toasted bread ! ok its really really tender and nice. i bet they used some small chicken coz the meat is really nice. and the BREAD!
so so nice hahah. its super ex i tink? caesar salad ! its sinfully nice ! ex ex. ! but nice nice. =) hahaha i should've put it on my 1# list but coz of it's price. ahah nestor was like discouraging us to go coz its quite costly. AND we waited 1 whole hour for it. but it's worthed the wait ^^ ohoh i guess its the ANTICIPATION that makes it nice hahahaha.
6# CREAMERY. hahahahahahahahahaha i love the salted caramel. super duper unique. cant be found in SG ! salty and after taste sweet ice cream. =)
7# ok i've got lots more of restaurant but my memory is failing me! =)

class is starting ! ciao!

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:13 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
i've realised i got a weird habit before i slp everynight...
i'll spend an average of 15mins..
doing something that makes me very tired
and when im done with it for the night, i'll be very tired and i'll be able to have a good night's slp..
guess guess.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:47 AM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008
DAMNIT
i really really want a quiet environment at home for me to study in.
i cant take it man seriously.
i know if i do badly for my POA & Stats, im just gonna blame the renovation at home.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
its like giving myself an excuse not to study at home can.
the living room is occupied, bro is watching jap drama in my(his) room.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR
study in TOILET?
=(((((((((((((
gonna have to study in sch tmr, 9-11, 12-2 willl be my studying time...
hope i can make it.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 9:46 PM

uh huh.
was so late for my POA test today !
left house frantically calling people up to borrow calculator
finally lent a calculator from shiyang but ! im only walking to the bus stop at 10.03
so i called hanifa and asked a favour from him, to help me get e calculator from D310
mwahah of coz my dear honey agreed and he took the calculator and waited for me
but unfortunately, i only got onto a cab at 10.07 (which is when the test started)
so he left it on his bag.
while my cab is driving in NYP,
i saw joshua and sebas and waved to them happily (coz im in a cab duh!)
went up to ltd 6 first and searched for my pen pencil and stuffs
but damn i cant find my pen, somehow it got lost on open house i tink.
waited for sebas n josh and got a pen from sebas.
AHHHHH the test was a disaster.
I
CANT
BALANCE
MY
ACCOUNTS!
OMGOSHHHH.
was so damn disappointed when i cant balance and my frens around me could =(
sigh.
SIGH
after that went on to excel lesson. 3 hours of lab ! pretty good today was fun fun fun.
hahaha submitted in my excel database already.(i hope its good enough for a B+ or even a A :D)
well i did like maybe 60% of the work? ah forget it.
hoho suddenly i asked if my guys wanna play pool, joshua n sebas was like OK STEADY!
and.. the sky looks super threatening at 4pm
dark cloudsssss lightning thunderrrrr.
damn the rain ! super super big rain can.
me n kenny took the escalator down NYP
and his hair was like gatsby commercial.
lol flying directly 90% straight one.
stupid NYP's sheltar grrr so sucky, how i wished it was like RP's sheltar.
wahhah.
today pool was good.
so funny =/ i texted kellie and she said shes going pool too !
so i was like okay ! see you later or something.
den -.- she msged me and said she dun see me
in the end.. turns out shes at AMK's kPool but im at grassroots one.
AHhhh haha.
so i won like 3 rounds straight and i got so bored of pool and went to take a seat.
left 1 game earlier den sebas n josh.
guess what !
i saw kellie at yck mrt ahah :D
shes waiting for her mum to pick her up home.
lazy gal !
but cant blame her, she got her heavy laptop to carry.!
hehe had a short chat wif her.
((: her smiles lift my spirits up.
OKAYYyyy.
the magic of blogging is dying off yet again !
ciaos !

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 6:49 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008
I REALLY WANT A PLACE FOR ME TO STUDY AT HOME !
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH SCREW THE RENOVATION ! IM DYING.


NO IM DEAD !

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 9:46 PM

OKAYyyyyyyyyyyy. last few days was very hmm slp eat play slp.
lol gonna start focusing on my studies from this week onwards.
first up!
POA lecture ICA tmr !
second up!
handup excel project tmr !
third up!
stats lecture ICA wednesday !
fourth up!
handup + present macro report on next mon !
fifth up!
handup effective writing report !

TA DA!
thats all i've to do before the semestral exams start.
scary huh? Zzz hate this sem. so shitty compared to last sem

ohoh, finally satisfied my craving for laksa yest at novena's katong laksa.
it was so sucky. the standard dropped like Zzz.
so disappointed in it lol. i was craving for it ever since i went to S.F
soooo after laksa we saw brandon at starbucks and ltr we went azr for a game.
lost. oh well.
after that went to donut factory and bought home 6 donuts..
haha my 2 sis devoured them again.
aah.
i received my first present exchange today.
((: i like it lots.
tmr gotta bring the presents to sch and exchange wif e rest.

tata !

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 5:34 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008
Hey, Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey, Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skinT
hen you begin to make it better.

And any time you feel the pain, hey, Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
Well don't you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder

Hey, Jude! Don't let her down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember, to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey, Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you, hey, Jude,
You'll do, the movement you need is on your shoulder

Hey, Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 2:30 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008
right.. i just read my sis's blog and saw
"life is simple, yet it is so difficult to be happy"
somehow i guess everyone is just leading a simple life.
for us, its only studies and maybe for some have a gf/bf.
and for the adults, its just making money rite.?
so why is it so hard to see traces of happiness in my frens/me?
hahahahaha.
well i guess thats how life is supposed to be.
like many other things, it looks simple and feels simple yet makes you work like a dog yet still doesnt feel satisfied with ur life.
ask yourself. from within, who is really happy?
not me i guess.
i will be only after i reach my gpa 3.5 :D

i wish i wish with all my heart,
to get GPA 3.5 in the land of NYP!
HAHAHAHA
i noe thats lame -.-

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 6:32 PM

RAAAAAAAH. juz woke up. its 1.30pm now btw.
=D i loveeeeee waking up late.
and the moment i wokeup, i heard dat my brother's car tyre has punctured.
ahahah and my sis is late for her band prac den she cant drive it i guess.
coz the replacement tyre isnt meant for driving i guess.
well they called papa and he told them to go repair e tyre at some petrol station.
hmms. is it weird for guys to be able to chill and talk for like damn long?
i mean we always have something to talk about tho wif jeff n chek.
lawl chek is some gosu guy man.
always going into the super details that makes u laugh like mad dog
and jeff is always the topic of discussion!
whoohoo.
ok the magic of blogging is losing again.
byee.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:26 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008
pet peeves !
okay i've been wanting to blog about it ever since i read my sis's blog.



#1

SLOW MOVING PEOPLE

okay, theres absolutely no reason for them to stop my world from revolving, even if its only a few seconds. like seriously, everytime when im walking to/back from nyp, theres always people walking in a ROW and talking to each other happily asif their father owns the road. den when that happens.. i'll walk very close to them and give them the get lost look. maybe this only happens in SG. i dont have this problem in SF ! aaaaah i miss SF.

#2

SMOKERS

damn those smokers. they can die for all i care but come on stop puffing out ur nicotine shit infront of me. always bump into pple smoking on the small road to NYP. its already so squeezy and i gotta try to overtake these smokers coz if i dont, i'll just be at their ass smelling their smoke and die faster.

#3

irritating people who stares at your laptop screen.

okay this is about some idiots who dont get it when i obviously moved my laptop screen 180 degrees away from his eyesight. already telling him/her to GET LOST and still, staring? ok if action doesnt do anything, i'll tell him off. seriously like when ur talking to ur frens/siblings, and theres someone staring at ur screen how irritating is that.?

#4

SLOW BUS DRIVERS
omg this is really irritating can. i bet all of us have taken bus and obviously the driver can drive pass a green light but he chose to slowly slowly purposely wait for a RED LIGHT. WTTF. whenever that happens, i'll be cursing the bus driver deep down in my heart. yes yes i know that the bus driver is doing that to prevent sudden brakes. but i dont tink it'll even need a brake, just drive through whats the problem.

#5

indian lecturers
ok i've blogged about this previously so if u dont know what i mean, refer to my previous post.

#6

TO BE CONTINUED ! i've lost the interest to blog already. =D


I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 9:49 AM

Wednesday, January 9, 2008
damn pissed.
went to eat just now but my classmate accidentally poured curry.
1st time he dropped the curry is on the table.
2nd time its also on the table but theres a gap amongst 2 tables and the curry splashed into the curry and on my NEW PUMA SHOE and levis jeans.
ITS BOTH NEW !
im wearing a new line of shirt TODAY.


have you ever had something bad happen to you yet it isnt your fault?
its like you have no where to vent your anger, no one to blame
i cant blame my fren, it isnt totally his fault.
maybe, maybe i can blame myself for wearing these to sch.
i wanted to wear my old shoes but i thought today isnt raining so can wear.
ARGH
I LOVE THESE SHOE CAN.

and did i mention i fucking hate indian teachers? from my secondary school till now.
i hate all the indian lecturers/teachers.
it isnt their race, trust me i've got some nice indian friends.
its just their ACCENT. BLOODY ACCENT that i cant understand.
and they speak like a machine gun.
im just fucking pissed coz i feel like im gonna flunk my stats module
Zzz which i really hope not to flunk coz my gpa already sucks.
every other module is doing well except for this fucking stats.
i have no idea what is regression and correlation.
AAAAAAAAARGH and my adobe reader just died on me, i cant open the stats tutorial.

ok bottom line, fuck stats module and today is a bad day.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 11:41 AM

Tuesday, January 8, 2008
hur hur im now in excel lab class.
Zzz a 3 hour of boring shit.
damn damn excel project is due next week. holy mama save me
oh and i "chose" my room colour yest night.
its champagne + a light and spacy white colour.
my sis, alexis said it'll look nice (she saw it on bai jia le)
lol den since i got no idea wad colour to paint also. so yea just follow.
andddd. i might have a walk in wardrobe.? lol
coz HDB sent a letter saying that we cant knock down our old storeroom wall (which is already knocked down) and if that really happens, they gotta make a new wall and i'll be putting in my wardrobe in a room.
so it'll be a walk in wardrobe ! yay -.-
and yes, my room will be much smaller due to that.
but oh well, im okay with a small room since i only study and use the com in my room.
^^ i do wan a tv in my room tho =/

okay gotta go back to listening to excel lesson. im dying coz i skipped 1 lesson before. AHHHHH

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:49 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008
that smile of yours,
so sweet yet so deadly
i wonder how long can i stay alive.?

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 11:30 AM

Sunday, January 6, 2008
i just love that pretty face of yours

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 5:29 PM

Friday, January 4, 2008
2008, A New year with New Hopes.
New Targets, New Goals hopefully i'll be able to fulfil them much better than my 2007's target and goals.
((: PEEPS ! make space for new things ! dump all the useless old stuffs or lingering feelings.
leave it behind man guys ! ^^
hoho, yest went starbucks wif oscar liting and jeff.
quite a waste of time tho. practically rotted ther from 6.50pm to 11.20pm ?
lol. halfway thru, oscar bumped into hy and mike.
they're on their way to azure coz hy has got her girl dota team training. and i guess mike is accompanying her there loh.
ahahah afta that jeff got inspired to write his diary.
aww how sweet he allowed me to read that day's entry of his PERSONAL diary.
welllll . thats about it .? lol im so lazy to blog in detail.
oh and not forgetting the donut factory we bought.
and i brought home 8 donuts for my sisters as supper and breakfast for my bro lol.
lol hmm i didnt expect that donut factory can make them so happy lol.
maybe i should do that more often if i drop by novena ( my fav hangout place )
okay i shall end this entry already. bb.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 6:00 PM

^^ just finished my first presentation of 2008.
effective writing skills on youth olympic game 2010
well some bugger pissed me off after the presentation.
giving excuses for his own faults.
quotes him "oh i didnt have the ppt until this morning"

__ you man ! i emailed everyone after we done the ppt last afternoon. it was approximately 5pm when i attached it.
ok thats about all of my whining.

other than that, im pretty happy with my presentation. ^^
hoho, i wore my gefforey benne cufflinks ! i like it alot can.
last night i was figuring out how to wear them. coz i bought the cufflinks without knowing how to use em, its too pretty to resist.
(: well, i played around with it and poof it fitted into my calvin klein dress shirt.
i love it too ^^ so comfy and smooth material.


not forgetting......
HAPPY BDAE JANICE !
hope ur 2008 will be better than 2007 ((:

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 11:57 AM

Wednesday, January 2, 2008
OKAYyyyyy im totally bored.
i surfed all the blogs and everything i can read.
suddenly i got an urge to blog abt my trip
hmms.


ok! this is the telephone booth in universal's studios. :D cool huh

grr, we're supposed to act like the wall behind us. i did ! my bro didnt.

shagggggggggy ! hahah guess wad he told me when i stood beside him?
"i seldom take picture with people as tall as me, its good to have a change"
so i just laughed away ahahah. i aint that tall in USA ! tall people are everywhere.

okay this is toward the end of our day, we're going to watch the shrek 4D animated film and saw spongebob so tot it'll be good to snap a photo wif him.

WETTEST PART OF THE DAY. damn damn. we ran and ran to catch this show called, "WaterWorld" or something i cant remember exactly.
those guys in the water came walking to the fence with BUCKETS OF WATER.
and the best of all we're seating in the front seats DAMN.
the water is bloody cold can. and its WINTER.
wahahah the urge of blogging died off.

TATA ! gotta go prepare for sch.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 7:05 AM

hmmmmmm okayyyy its 6.48am now and guess why im awake?
my bro woke me up lol.
he went back to his camp already. (which is YAYNESS, now we're left with 7 pple!)
not that i dont like him at home but, squeezing 8 pple in a 3 room hdb is really sick.
so sick that makes u dun wanna come home lol.
well anyway i cant get back to slp tho.
^^ so im just surfing e net and listening to songssssss.
i guess 2008 will get better ((:



that smile of yours is so enticing*

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 6:48 AM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008
我们的开始是很长的电影
Wo men de kai shi shi hen chang de dian ying
Our relationship is the longest movie

放映了三年
Fang ying le san nian
It has been showing for three years

我票都还留着
Wo piao dou hai liu zhe
I'm still keeping the ticket

冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
Bing shang de ba lei nao hai zhong hai zai xuan zhuan
The ballet on ice is still revolving in my mind

望着你慢慢忘记你
Wang zhe ni man man wang ji ni
Looking at yet slowly forgetting you

## 朦胧的时间 我们溜了多远
Meng long de shi jian Wo men liu le duo yuanI
n the haze of time How far we have skated

冰刀划的圈 圈起了谁改变
Bing dao hua de quan Quan qi le shei gai bian
The circles made by the skates' blades, whoever's in it changes

如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈
Ru guo zai chong lai Hui bu hui shao xian lang bei
If we could start all over again, will it be a tad too awkward

爱是不是不开口才珍贵 ##
Ai shi bu shi bu kai kou cai zhen gui
Is love more precious when it is kept in the heart?

** 再给我两分钟
zai gei wo liang fen zhong  
Please give me two more minutes

让我把记忆结成冰
Rang wo ba ji yi jie cheng bing
Let me freeze these memories forever

别融化了眼泪 
Bie rong hua le yan lei
Don't let your tears fall

你妆都花了
Ni zhuang dou hua le
Smudging your makeup

要我怎麽记得
Yao wo zen me ji de
How can I remember?

记得你叫我忘了吧
Ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
I remember you told me to forget

记得你叫我忘了吧
Ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
I remember you told me to forget

你说你会哭
Ni shuo ni hui ku
You said you would cry

不是因为在乎 **
Bu shi yin wei zai hu
But not because you care

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 4:57 PM

what a bad start for 2008 !
i wanna check into a hotel and stay until the reno thing is over. =((
its great to be back in sg but take the reno shit out and it'll be perfect.
so god please fast forward my life to like 20 days later or just give me the perfect timing where my hse and room is perfectly furnished according to my wishes altho i dont noe what are my wishes.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:27 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!
damn, i didnt prepare myself mentally for the mess of my house.
DAMN !
it sucks, coming back home and cant unpack, cant find ur keys, cant find ezlink card, cant find anything !
and my com is dismantled =(
guess i'll have to rely on my laptop until the renovation is over =((
no dota no WoW.
lol.
oh well, sch is starting tmr. *snap* back to reality.
how i wish im still in san francisco, hiding inside fel's hse and playing with peanut.
MAN !
screwedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
lol i dun wanna stay home ! pple get me out from home, ASK ME OUT.
damn, i dun tink i can wear those nice nice stuffs i got from S.F.
argh now i noe why my sisters complain abt the renovation.
SOMEONE HELP ME !

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 10:51 AM

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