It stings, it really does.
Blogging on a rainy day.
God's will?
Such a coincidence that even going to the toilet,
2/15000 chance of bumping.
two seperate individuals, two entity.
how i wish i will never ever bump into you again
or
over you.

ANYWAYSsssssss.
been really busy in sch nowadays.
having meetings after my TEP (EMRS) everynight. zzzz.
im contemplating to join a CCA.
1) Cheerleading.
2) Symphonic Band.
3) i dont know.


SUGGESTIONSSSSS PLSSSSSSS

ALRITEYYY.
i promise i'll rly cut down on my emo posts ! =)

today is a real bad day. lol.
as in, not really literally bad, but just tough luck.(SUAY)
slept at 5am++, wokeup at 9.30am?
i amazed myself when i wokeup so early feeling energetic.
guess the 12 hours sleep at jeff's hse is good.
stucked to the com for like 2-3hours until i felt my stomach growling.
took a peek out of my rm and saw my maid cooking food!
happy me, waited abt 15mins and went out.
saw hotdog buns, century egg porridge.
took fooood and happily went back to my rm n eat.
after eating, felt super lazy, went to bed, switched on the TV and slacked for 30mins+?
got really bored of stupid cartoon at kids central so i stood up on the bed, wanted to jump off the bed and get back to my rm.

1st suay-ness of the day, I HIT MY HEAD AT THE CEILING! WHAT THE HELL. i dropped dead back on the bed immediately, and covered my head.
and it's still swollen after 12 hours since the BANG. @)_(!@^)(!@^

went back to my com until 5+, went serangoon for dinner.
wanted to eat astons , but the temptation of chomp chomp was rly too big =D
ate the heaviest/most sinful meal ever tonight.
$3 carrot cake, $3 hokkien mee, bbq chicky wings and $3 lychee drink.
i was shocked when my drink came.
cabbed back to jeff's hse coz waiting for kellie to meet me at yck mrt, had to pass her excel txtbk.
ok so the plan is to meet kellie at 9pm, catch Accuracy of Death 9.30 amk hub.
met kellie on time, missed train to AMK. crap waited 8mins for next train.
went to amk hub, stared at the movie timings screen for like 5mins.
searching for 9.30 Accuracy of Death movie timeslot.

2) Suayness of the day.
Yahoo.com.sg movies stated that there is 9.30pm Timeslot.
Therefore we rushed down to amk hub hoping to catch the show , yet the person at the ticket counter told us, "No , there is only 11.55pm show for the day."
i seriously tell u, all the vulgarities were at the tip of my mouth.
unwilling to take this bullshit, i went to the computers at the side of the ticket counters,
went to yahoo.com.sg, pointed out the movie timing and was contemplating to confront the person at the counter. but nvm, as civilised people, we decide to walk off.
went to pool ltr on.

3) Suayness of the day.
i knocked my HEAD YET AGAIN while playing pool.
this time i knocked my head on the pool table lights.
^_+(!@^_+(!_+@^(
the whole thing shook so hard i thought it was gonna drop down.

4)
i kept bumping into objects at home.
toilet's door , my desk etc.
ACCIDENT PRONE DAY!


=) CHEERS! Tired! Sleep!

Frantically i search for traces of you in the 181 messages i deleted,
to my surprise, it doesnt matches i think it is.
i feel like a rtard actually.
Emo-ing away in EMRS =)
First time,
Second time hmm yea sure. i can wipe it away and go to sleep.
Third and subsequently.. no, not anymore i guess.
I've made my mind up already yet now my decision is shaking.
well, i guess i'll only be better at night when Jam & Hop starts.
Mr.Invisible/Insignificant/UnImportant.
Mr.Gemini traits,
2 sides of me,
Emo,
Hyper.
=)


Coz i love you, whether its wrong or right
and whether i can be with u tonight,
i know my heart is by your side.
i don wanna run away, bt i cant take it and i dun understand
is there anyway that i can stay in your eyess...

BANG BANG !
i HEAVE A SIGN OF RELIEF!
after yesterday 7pm ! wootz.
bing bing bang. bang bang bing.
basketball TOURNY ended with resonating clapping.
i guess everyone was glad that it ended and they can ciao home.
im really really lazy to blog now.
not in the mood for anything.
getting lazy to play WoW.
p.s. people that know me should know that WoW > anything for me.
but recently, i've been kept so busy that missing out on WoW doesnt seems that much of a big deal.
i'd pick friends > WoW. =)
ALSO!
being kept BUSY is a GOOOOOD THING!
it's BEEN A GOOOOOD OLD TIME since i had the feeling of working my ass off.
lol, i dont mean literally ok. its just a descriptive phrase.
dead tired after every meeting, go home bath slp.
BEST!
fulfiling life i guess?
lol. NONSENSE only.
ok nvm, im talking nonsensically.
RIGHTTttty.
ok. some rtard is talking nonsense -.-
the way he talk is like a pri sch kid, mentality is worst den a pri sch kid, basically is a childish fella.
2 type of people i hate.

1) Flower-Vase type. Seat around do nothing even though there is help needed.
2) Mouth bigger than a elephant's one. (or any animal's mouth that is big) Dont know when to stop, when to talk, what to talk.





Tired.. tired and even more tired.
Really giveup this time round. s i g h

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我
是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说
或许错在我太晚我才懂爱了你太多
realize.. realize.. if only i realized what i should have realized earlier.


Do you believe in love at first sight,
or do i have to walk past you again.?

alritey. qd is 1/2 dead, never alive.
rightttt.
had my 1st day of IT fair yest.. it was chaos, hectic and in a mess.
shant talk much bout the IT Fair coz it's not the reason y i felt like blogging.
anyways, after the IT show , we're allowed to leave sch at ard 6.30?
yet i have no idea why i wanna hang ard aimlessly in sch.
maybe its a thursday,
maybe its just for the sake of stealing a glance.
maybe , so many maybes.
and later on, after i left sch at ard 10? i finally know why i stayed ard in sch so late even tho i was super tired and super dead.
just because of ...



Is there an airport nearby,
Or is that my heart that's taking off?

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2.The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3.How cute they look when they sleep
4.The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6.How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9.The way they look good no matter what they wear
10.The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12.The way her hand always finds yours
13.The way they smile
14.The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15.The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18.Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20.Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23.The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.
Only felt.*

lol, i've been receiving quite alot of chain emails about these stuffs, so im posting up those that i find interesting.
I hate being busy.


Life is like a blant pencil without you,
it's pointless.

while my friends are all rushing out flyers, ok not all, most of them are.
im..
emo-ing away in the room.
mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
has it past by me already.?
i dont know, but i guess so, but i dont want it to be so.
/blames me, me and myself only.
for being a rtard, a idiot, a moron, a stupid, a dumb dumb gum gum.
i cant believe that i have time for this.
i have not done my IT FAIR booth poster, booth flyer
sigh.
just not in the mood to do so.
maybe i'll be better after lunch.
maybe.

If you just realize what i just realize,
it'll be perfect for each other and we'll never find another.
If you just realize what i just realize,
We'll never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

MEHHHHHHHHHHHHH
the weather is so hot la omfg.
even in aircon rm im like perspiring a little bit.
-.- global warming kills.
and im GREEN.
green with envy =(
my bro and sisters are going on HOLIDAY.
san frans! new york! vancouver ! goshhhh !
screw TEP !
im attached to the school for 4months.
__ !
with no PAY
9am - 5.30pm dutifully staying in school.
sigh. this is depressing man.
/thinks on the bright side
yes yes. the house will be left half-empty during their holiday.
yay ?
lol, maybe i can consider getting my frens to stay over during my birthday.
boreeeed.
monday bluessssssss.
holiday greeeeeeeen.
mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i love saying mehhhhhhhhhhh now. lol !

OH BTW. 5TH OF MAY IS SPECIALLLLLLLL.
jeff hong my bestie is going for NS MEDICAL CHECKUP!
what does that mean..?!
means hes gonna get his 19 years old bio checked and hes entering army soon.
=(
no more calling of jeff at random timing "hey jeff, convenient to go ur hse?"
no more calling of jeff for company, "im bored jeff, wanna go pool or something?"
no more bestie for company. no more bestie for chatting.
no more bestie for sex.. oops! i meant something else.
ahhhh.
i wonder when he goes army, who will i choose to callup when i get bored or when i need company.
mannn !
jeffie hong.
lol, somehow my bunch of secondary clique stopped going out.?
i dont know.
oscar etc etc.
it's been so long since i last saw them.
ALTHO this whore jeffie hong does make me pissed off sometimes, really pissed off but i still <3>
WAHAHAHAHAH

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 8:56 AM