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Thursday, February 28, 2008
I wished i could be everything you wanted, all the time.
OOOOOOOH
wished i could be everything little thing u wantedddddddddddddd.
uh huh.
haha.
just wanted to type out the lyrics of e song.
yep yep.
past few days has been WHOA.
hahaha, been complaining of boredom at home la so keep asking friends out.
and BAM its good = )
=( been spending alot too.

ah well its the HOLS RITE!
and
its not fuckingfunny to get woke up at 10 when u slept at 3.40am++
ARGH@_+%(!@^_+(!#@^_

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 10:51 AM

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

LARGELY INCORRECT!

except for some some, maybe some truths. i shall HIGHLIGHT

RED MEANS FALSE,

GREEN MEANS CORRECT!

What Qing Da Means
People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.<br />You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 11:56 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008
something has been bothering me for awhile now.
im really wondering if my friend has split personalities.
or at least, when i talk to him online and when i talk to him not being online.
its so intriguing.
he builds a wall between himself and his friends during msn-ing
we goes "hey yo wassup man"
and gets "hi"
do you have to be so serious during msn?
its supposed to be an INFORMAL type of communication.
i dont understand, lmao
maybe people change, and i havent been doing good in adapting to it.
but still, i feel safe coz im not the only one feeling it.
i dont know if i'll ever approach you on msn again , but well whats the diff rite?
lesser 1 QD = nth. you dont seem to be wanting to crap and talk shit on msn.
therefore, i wont bother u, period
so i guess its okay = )

reminscence the old times crapping on msn *
poof* snap back to reality.

okayyyy update on wad i've been doing during my just started holidays :D
kept waking up like at 8am + 9am, and i'd tell myself ,
NO DONT GET UP SO EARLY, ITS HOLS.

have been slacking ard at home for awhile, until i decided to go out and do some jogging = ) bishan park.
felt really loseristic when old, fat, aunties, uncles ran past me again n again.
gosh that is what happens when u dont exercise after secondary sch life.
and and and,
i've realised a fact thru running, theres a certain that can really run, guess it = )
lol.
RITEee, so after running i staggered home.
received a call frm apple saying that they need a mahjong kaki.
so.. i asked brandon to go starbucks at novena while i go shi shi hse at novena.
played for about 1hour +?
lol went back to starbucks and talk abit crap over there.
afta dat jeff left for movie with cousin and i left with brandon to home.

= )
tata

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 2:28 PM

Saturday, February 23, 2008
HELLO blog.
YES, i've finished my EXAMS.
HAHA. at 6pm friday evening.
yet, right after the exams, i felt LOST.
yes lost -.- u didnt hear wrongly.
ok the feeling is like hmm,
for the past few weeks i've been studying and mugging for the exams right.?
and whats the purpose?
to score and ace my modules.
SO AFTER my exams,
its like i have no target, no goals to look for/work for.
anyways, this sem's exams felt much better than the last. =) not gonna expect fantastic results tho but definitely im expecting a GPA better than last sem's.

rang up several people on a desperate attempt to get them out of their pathetic houses.
and i succeeded =D
managed to jio my buttsex friends out to AMK HUB for movie and supper.
caught the show, "Fool's gold"
its somewhat similar to national's treasure if i would to say,
just that its lesser actions more comedy flicks.
go for the movie if ur feeling kinda blue. = )

bumped into apple after movie uh huh, she just caught kungfu dunk.
aitee.
after that was the interesting talk cock chit chat session at S11
main topic of the night,
"acronyms"
HA
its fun lah really.
crapping with these craps can never get boring.
welllll, today jeff brandon was feeling abit down i'd say?
so quiet thru out, but im like "HEY JEFF , WHY SO QUIET MAN"
god knows what got into their throat.
= )
gonna get some slp tonight !

BAKING LESSONS ANYONE??!

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 2:00 AM

Thursday, February 21, 2008
Updates on my exams !
finished macro and POA.
after both exams, i walked out of the exam venue smiling.
= )

last exam is on tmr, Zzz Principles of Marketing.
@+_)@#^_)@^+)@^+
i hate it.
it sucks.
oh well, no choice. going off to study .
tata

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:01 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008
uh huh.
received some complaints abt my blog song.
lol guys and girls please be patient and let it LOAD.
HMMMMM.
just had my stats exams today.
was pretty good i guess.
except some minor bumps, i guess its okay = )

next up !
macro , POA =DDDD, POM =((((

gosh, why do they have to place POM at the last exam every sem.
its like a marathon,
when ur reaching the end, ur stamina goes LOW.
and i really mean VERY LOW
i can feel it already.
lol
my stamina is declining =(
gonna start revising for POM after macro's paper.
okay CIAO GUYS!
gonna get a good night slp = )
CHEERRRRRRRRRRRS

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:14 AM

Sunday, February 17, 2008
hmms, updated my blog's song.
now playing Mary Jane - Click Five
yes yes i know i should have changed it long ago.
but oh well.

short update on wad happened past few days.
had vday, spent it with gay jeff during the afternoon going to art friends, kinokuniya.
den ltr on went starbucks meet another 2 gay, jiapei jiaming.
burnt my starbucks "study" session away.
after dat, went to celebrate gab's bdae at j8's ding tai feng.
gosh i tink i enjoy eating ding tai feng like in small groups.
DO NOT GO IN GROUPS ABOVE 4
lol like cant really enjoy man.
i rather go with 2 or 3 person and really eat the dumplings out of ding tai feng.
nth much after that, really wasted my thurs and sat away man.
no concrete studying being done.
OH WELL im gonna burn my sun away studying.
once i get myself familiar with index numbers for statistics, its off to MACRO.
somehow i theres no motivation to study Macro unlike Micro last sem,
maybe the tutor and lecturer suck big time.
i've got a bad bad habit.
i'll only be motivated to study in 2 types of scenario,
i really like the teacher or the teacher condemned me and i wanna prove him/her wrong.
HA
its the same for POA
im gonna prove to that biatch that im gonna get an A.


STUDY HARD ALL!
-.-
my blog seems to be dying, lack of publicity.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:36 AM

Thursday, February 14, 2008
pls tell me that im wrong..
gawd, yet i was thinking of .
one rochester + so many ideas.
how i wish i can man.
i need time.
give me time.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 10:07 AM

如果这是最后的结局,为何我还忘不了你
时间代替了我们告别了单纯。
难道我就这样的过一身,我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人。
为你等从一开时盼到现在,也同样落个不可能。
难道爱情可以圈交给别人,但命运住定流不住我爱的人。
我不能我着么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人。
如果再见是为了再分,失去才算是永恒。
一次新的记忆为何要再生 。
难道我就这样的过一身,我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人。
为你等从一开时盼到现在,也同样落个不可能。
难道爱情可以转交给别人,但命运住定流不住我爱的人
我不能我着么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人。
我什么坐着,从未想过爱一个人。
需要那么残忍才证明爱一个人
难道爱情可以转交给别人,但命运住定流不住我爱的人
我不能我着么会愿意承认你是我爱错的人。

POST REMOVED DUE TO EXPLICIT CONTENT AND VULGARITIES.

CHEEERRRRRS. =)



I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:09 AM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
你真的忘的了你的初恋情人吗?
假如有一天你遇到了一个跟她长的一模一样的人,她真的就是她吗?

这是命运的宽容,还是命运的不怀好意?

you're not finished if you lose,
you're finished if you quit.

life aint treating anyone kindly,
take it with a pinch of salt
=)
gonna try harder. ^^

VDAY IM DATING,
STATISTICS, MACROECONOMICS, PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS AND MARKETING.

i have 4 dates at 1 day. HAH who can win me man. !

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:56 AM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008
爱我的人和我爱的人

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心碰不到
最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

有时后,命总是爱作弄人。
朋友们都说“是你的就是你的,跑不掉的。”
这首歌实实在在的解释命运弄人。

why why why~
sometimes chinese rocks =D
yet, penning down my thoughts in english is so much faster than in chinese.
i've came across many phrases and stories.

also, im gonna tell a story i learnt from my fren just now.

there is a dead naked girl lying on a beach
it so happens that there are 3 guys who walked pass her

the first guy, took pity on her and chanted prayers than walked off.
2nd guy, also took pity on her, took off his clothes and covered her body.
lastly, the 3rd guy being the most benevolent, took time to dig a hole and bury her.

the girl, reincarnated and moved on to her 2nd life.
in her 2nd life, she met the same 3 guys who helped her.
the 1st and the 2nd guy she met , became BF GF relationships, and brokeup.
however,
she met the 3rd guy and they both got married, lived happily ever after.
why?
whats the moral of the story?
it is, the current gal that you guys meet and have problems with now she might just be that girl who is here to return the debt, like the 1st and the 2nd guy, she might not be your MISS RIGHT.
so why bother right?
might as well leave it
shrug it off and wait =)

BUT STILL,
saying is easy -.-
lol.

"If the bitterness comes from someone, you learn grace and forgiveness. If the bitterness comes from yourself, you learn to let go."
what bout this phrase?
it simply means,
其实我不知道着么解释,
我try try
若痛苦是由内心发出,
我们要学会放的开,
别把痛苦和伤心放在心里.
那如果是别人呢?
我们要学会原谅与谅解。

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:00 AM

Sunday, February 10, 2008
if you've screwed your life, dun try screwing with others.
get lost, i aint gonna even bother entertaining ur little self within who thinks that all girls like you. im just gonna set this straight,
you look like a fucktard.
and you screwed your studies.
you're a fucktard.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 2:17 AM

Saturday, February 9, 2008
HMMMmmm.
been SO occupied nowadays, since its the CNY RIGHT.
lol, CNY is such a GOOD TIME lah.
i really love it this year,
cozzzzzz
we get to have an excuse and go to our fren's hses PARTY.
its our 一家人 tradition can.
btw, 一家人 means my clique of fren's where we're so close, so we're 一家人.
lol.
hmm, so after having my reunion dinner and thats when i felt the CNY mood building up.
i mean reunion dinner is like the only chance to have a meal with my complete family members.
=)
so after reunion dinner, went to my room and watched some anime.
lol cant take the CNY excitement, and im so bored staying at home alone sooooo,
went off to jio 一家人 to stay over at jeff's hse.
so many pple got visiting the next day so only turned out that me n yq are free.
well, we still went over and.
LOl,
our plan was to chit chat tv and chill.
but we ended up slping coz of jeff's AH LONG father.
he suddenly came back home and into jeff's room.
so we were pretending to be asleep lah,
can hear him breathing damn loudly while walking into his room checking on us lol.
WELLLl.
i went to on my laptop and listened songs,
to play it safe, we didnt dare to on the TV until his father sleeps.
BUT
the problem is that his father is a AH LONG
a AH LONG that like to stay up until 4am 5am watching discovery channel.
lol,
so we gave into the temptation of the beds,
thank god i didnt sleep in a same bed with jeff
lol i had a whole bed to myself !
whoo, i slept well that night.
around 3am-8am
afta that was pretty normal, went back home sleep wakeup.

2nd DAY OF CNY !
okay quite exciting i must say, lol
tonight we're staying over at oscar's hse.
Went over to jeff's hse again this night.
reached there around 8pm?
lol this time is a proper bai nian.
his mum so good =) we had an endless supply of steamboat.
can only see the soup diminish, not the FOOD.
lol and caspar is keropok king.
wootz, lol. after that we go oscar's hse already
me jeff yq jack cas juncong
popped by the provision shop to get some drinks and zao over his hse.
hahaha,
spent the night playing cards.
like, 12am-9.40am?
Zzz 9 hours + of playing cards?
GG
totally knocked out after that
went straight home and slept for a nice 9 hours =D
okay shall continue it in another entry, bored of this entry already !
pics will be up ! =)

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 2:43 AM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008
mannnnn.
i hate people who have the same personality, same likings or wadever that's same as me.
i know i know, sg has a population of 4M.
but Zzz.
dont u just hate it
and also,

a person who likes to win in arguments. (not quarrel)
and when i argue/debate with him/her
what happens?
both end up unhappy. and i'll have to give in even when im in the right sometimes.
AHHHHH. WHY?!
Zzzzzzzzzz.
just hate it la.
bottomline is,
i just hate people we likes to always win.
just piss the hell out of me.
its even worst when it comes to gals.
*sighs*
lol.
off to bed. =)

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 1:08 AM

Monday, February 4, 2008
uh huh, i've got a craving to go learn BAKING.
yes BAKING.
lol was watching an anime called Kekkaishi, and the male lead in e anime is addicted to cakes.
AHHHH
i've always wanted to bake cakes man seriously.
now that my hse have a slightly better oven,
i guess i should go learn some baking eh?
:D
anyone wanna sign up for baking lessons?!
wahahah.

I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 12:26 AM

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