its just how my eyes are able to find the bearings to you automatically.
anyways.


my lecturer Aloysius Tan showed me lots of pictures about the country im gonna spend 4 months in during March to July.
its LOVELY man.
so many cottages, victoria houses and just plain greenery.
really man.
its much more den the previous time when i went San Francisco.
i would love to take a little walk to school everyday , Bad Mergenthiem business school.
the park, and up the mountains into the old castle, and guess what?!
the best part is...
im gonna be STUDYING in a 100+ year old plus castle man. hawt or what
awesome. awesome.
haha.
it'll be great if u can come along too =)
awesomely in love with jay chou's new song :D
and, im hoping to increase my playlist of my jogging time. haha

Hello people, Qd's not emo or anysort.
just food for thought.
went for a quick jogging this evening at bishan park..
ran non stop for 3 songs on my ipod and i feel like having a cardio arrest.
stitches attack and my legs feel like 100000kg.
i guess its time to run constantly and exercise more.
my body is already getting.. lazy.. tired.. or maybe old is the right word.
anywaysss.
during the time while oscar is taking care of his hair in TW,
im gonna spend time alone with myself.
like exercise alone,
starbucks, to revise my sch work la duh, and of coz alone, ice coco classic ftw.
and.
hmm..
nyp library? maybe when i get my book that travelled acrossed the indian ocean from jeff.
*hint hint* call me when u book out next, bitch!. i noe ur out today.

HI EVERYBODY.
im just gonna blog about friendships over in this post coz 1 of my bestie is leaving for TW tmr morning. coming back only 1 week before his 3months tekong trip.
howwwwwwww?
and strangely,
i didnt go to have dinner with the clique over at holland V tonight,
the crystal jade steamboat that look awesomely nice.
anyways, just gonna briefly explain the background why i didnt end up eating laughing and drinking with them.
yest night JM asked me in anticipation whether im free today, (tues). i replied hmm, i guess not for the rest of the week. reason coz im feeling very stressed out and trying to catch up with my sch work. (i missed 2 days of lec and tut fyi)
and after he told me coz hes trying to get the clique to go for dinner before oscar goes off.
i replied, hmm okay den, keep me informed tmr about the plans k.
he said "ok"
den i went off to slp.

today, had lessons from 12-6pm. was waiting waiting n waiting for the sms/call. however, i called jm,oscar,jeff all to no avail, none picked up =(
so while walking out of the sch, i was trying to reach them.
no reply whatsoever, until jm dropped me a msg which is "Why?"
lastly, i tried calling yq, i asked if we're having dinner tonight, he tell me the standard answer that pisses others off, "bu zhi dao" and hes at a chalet over at pasir ris, hangs up the call abruptly.
/sidetracks awhile.
whats with MSGING man.
CALL is always so much easier to get a message through.
and really calling and msging makes a diff.
so i shrugged the sms aside a like 2-3mins and just nice, my bus home came.
boarded the bus and decided to call jm.
he told me hes at orchard with oscar.
so hmm.. and jiapei is done in sch.
from what i get, i concluded that nobody bothered to inform me.
so with that, i went home, ate my dinner with awesome imperial herbal baked chicken cooked by my maid.
end of the story.
i told them i'd love to join them for a midnight movie or some sort of after dinner activity.
however, no replies too from my smses.
oh well.

on a lighter note,
CONGRATS OSCAR. BRINGING IC PHOTO AND NOT BRINGING IC PHOTO MAKES A DIFF ! (ur instructor is cunning)
i'll miss you oscar.
next to jio u guys out to east coast at midnight will be me i guess?

anyways, i've been thinking about my hi bye friends and close friends that knows me in and out.
unfortunately, it didnt keep me thinking for long as the list is pathetically empty. or should i say, im not confident of my friendships that i am having now.
and listening to jay chou's songs arent helping.
have i been neglecting too much of my poly friends?
people say POLY = HIGH SCHOOL in other terms. and friends that u will still laugh and cry 20 years later are mostly from here.
well.. i've been thinking thats kinda bullshitty, coz poly people are always no where to be seen after class/sch while on the other hand, secondary we hang out aimlessly in sch after sch or somewhere lah.
its just.
you know.
the.
anyways.. during the time oscar is gone, i foresee lesser going out with the usual clique. but definitely i'll ask jeff out for astons during his book outs or a somewhere good for dinner.
so.. during my free time, i'll study and hopefully workout a lil.
*note the word hopefully*



/to all readers that have survived my ranting to the end, ask yourself, how many numbers on your handphone can u actually dial when at midnight, you're devastated or some tragedy happens.

*Disclaimer, None of the above comments are aimed to be criticizing anyone. neither am i angry with any of the people mentioned above, i still love all of you.

SERIOUSLYYYYYY

whats WRONG with wearing this singlet, you ask.

ok. you aint a hunk,

you're white like a chao chee bye (not literally duh)

GEDDIT?!

HAHAHA. ok just venting my grouses.

anyways, i just remembered a sentence.

Never make someone a priority when you're just redundant.

cheers.!

(i dont know why my paragraph is always so big between sentences when i upload any pic.)

hmm?

hahaha.

is it a waste to throw away my lovely golden long metal blowing instrument?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

oh and i've always regretted not having the opportunity to learn the piano when i was young.

and.. instead of piano, i got GU ZHENG.

all 4 of my siblings attempted to master the gu zheng but alas, only my big sis and bro made it to the shores.

me together with my 2nd sis, failed and somewhere along the journey, gave up.

oh well oh well.

oh and, im suffering from tutorial and lectures down syndrome.

someone help? ;p

QD wants HOUSE OF LEAVES ! ! ! ! ! ! !
ROAR.

My mum recently told me to pickup saxaphone.
i think she loves saxaphone?
haha.
and.. i think its a lost for me to stop my trombone after playing it from pri2-sec4++.
that is actually 8yrs + ! thats really significantly long lol.
its almost as long as my education i've got.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i hope if i get into a uni, i'll be able to pick it up again by joining the band.
=D
alsooo.
i really miss the times of cheerleading i had in sec sch.
sec3-sec4+
ah ha.
guys n girls, the type of cheerleading im talking about is professional one ok.
we had our glory days and after our era, gone lol.

ah. reminiscing (spelt correctly?) the past.
i used to have band prac during Tues/Thurs/Fri
and my cheerleading prac will be Mon/Wed.
so i have CCA every single day in sch and the really fun or tiring period will be during sec3.
SYF and Nationals cheerleading compy.
OHHHHHHH OHHHHHHH.
will try to post up our champion pics and gold (SYF) when i get home from sch.
and yet ironically,
now in poly, im doing NOTHING.
except SBM club haha.
organising events and stuffs.
happening? i guess so.

i wish i wish to go back time,
to live life simply during secondary school.

oh and people, please try to go for the cbss alumni reunion dinner&dance during 25th oct.
IM GOING. OK?!
OKKKKKKKKK.
BORING DAY IN SCH TODAY.
MONDAY SUCKS.
TUESDAY IS A LITTLE BETTER.
WED WILL BE WORST.
/slam face on table and fall asleep.

Hmm.
suddenly felt like blogging.
Food for thought.

Are all kids borned with a personality instilled in them?
or do people and the surroundings inculcate what we are today?
Its like,
2 perfect innoncent kid, they turn out differently
1 became a chao beng beng, another became a white collar.
why?
ok gonna sound quite stupid here but,
Are their destiny sealed before they're even borned?
lol.
but i kinda believe its the upbringing, surroundings and the parents that decides the person's personality and attitude.
look at me , perfect kid right? =)
Nxt time, im not gonna spoil my kid(s) with titbits, ice cream, soft drink etc.
Only on occasions like CHRISTMAS.
HAHA.
i remember that was my fav time of the year when i was still a kid can.
coz my mum will tell me stories of santa and make us hang socks on the wall.
the next day, we'll find titbits and chocolates there
like wang wang , golden coin choco etc.
SIMPLE things like that made me so happy in the past.
i think its because i wasnt given any titbits/choco frequently, so it felt like WOW
however, when i grew up
my xmas gift now is always given in the form of cash. haha
oh well , betta den nth rite? =)

Christmas is slowly approaching and everyone's leaving SG soon.
Oscar is gonna go taiwan, Jeff is in Army,brandon's going army after A's and Im going to Germany next yr march prolly.
jeff says hes not gonna book out when we're gone. HAHA

Happy hari raya everyone !
Ciaos!