HI EVERYBODY. im just gonna blog about friendships over in this post coz 1 of my bestie is leaving for TW tmr morning. coming back only 1 week before his 3months tekong trip. howwwwwwww? and strangely, i didnt go to have dinner with the clique over at holland V tonight, the crystal jade steamboat that look awesomely nice. anyways, just gonna briefly explain the background why i didnt end up eating laughing and drinking with them. yest night JM asked me in anticipation whether im free today, (tues). i replied hmm, i guess not for the rest of the week. reason coz im feeling very stressed out and trying to catch up with my sch work. (i missed 2 days of lec and tut fyi) and after he told me coz hes trying to get the clique to go for dinner before oscar goes off. i replied, hmm okay den, keep me informed tmr about the plans k. he said "ok" den i went off to slp.
today, had lessons from 12-6pm. was waiting waiting n waiting for the sms/call. however, i called jm,oscar,jeff all to no avail, none picked up =( so while walking out of the sch, i was trying to reach them. no reply whatsoever, until jm dropped me a msg which is "Why?" lastly, i tried calling yq, i asked if we're having dinner tonight, he tell me the standard answer that pisses others off, "bu zhi dao" and hes at a chalet over at pasir ris, hangs up the call abruptly. /sidetracks awhile. whats with MSGING man. CALL is always so much easier to get a message through. and really calling and msging makes a diff. so i shrugged the sms aside a like 2-3mins and just nice, my bus home came. boarded the bus and decided to call jm. he told me hes at orchard with oscar. so hmm.. and jiapei is done in sch. from what i get, i concluded that nobody bothered to inform me. so with that, i went home, ate my dinner with awesome imperial herbal baked chicken cooked by my maid. end of the story. i told them i'd love to join them for a midnight movie or some sort of after dinner activity. however, no replies too from my smses. oh well.
on a lighter note, CONGRATS OSCAR. BRINGING IC PHOTO AND NOT BRINGING IC PHOTO MAKES A DIFF ! (ur instructor is cunning) i'll miss you oscar. next to jio u guys out to east coast at midnight will be me i guess? anyways, i've been thinking about my hi bye friends and close friends that knows me in and out. unfortunately, it didnt keep me thinking for long as the list is pathetically empty. or should i say, im not confident of my friendships that i am having now. and listening to jay chou's songs arent helping. have i been neglecting too much of my poly friends? people say POLY = HIGH SCHOOL in other terms. and friends that u will still laugh and cry 20 years later are mostly from here. well.. i've been thinking thats kinda bullshitty, coz poly people are always no where to be seen after class/sch while on the other hand, secondary we hang out aimlessly in sch after sch or somewhere lah. its just. you know. the. anyways.. during the time oscar is gone, i foresee lesser going out with the usual clique. but definitely i'll ask jeff out for astons during his book outs or a somewhere good for dinner. so.. during my free time, i'll study and hopefully workout a lil. *note the word hopefully*
/to all readers that have survived my ranting to the end, ask yourself, how many numbers on your handphone can u actually dial when at midnight, you're devastated or some tragedy happens.
*Disclaimer, None of the above comments are aimed to be criticizing anyone. neither am i angry with any of the people mentioned above, i still love all of you.
I hope, I wish, Have Faith./ 10:19 PM
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20 Years old
Cheong Qing Da
Student of NYP SBM
Proud member of SBM Club
EX member of CBSS band and CHEERDIAC GROOVERS
the loves
LOVES hanging out
Mambo Jambo is my happy pill
AIMS TO GO Local-U
I'm dying inside to hold you.
I couldn't believe what i felt for you,
Dying inside, i was dying inside.
But i couldnt bring myself to touch you,
1 Hello, change my life.
I didn't believe in love at first sight.
But you have shown me what it's like
